What is your favourite song that is so good It makes you want to collapse?
There could be many reasons as to why she hasn’t replied to your message, you shouldn’t immediately assume and befriend her due to this. You said she’s a close friend, right? It’s like you said, she might just feel very awkward or can’t find the correct words to comfort you at the moment, but it doesn’t mean that she doesn’t care I am sure. I would perhaps suggest you message her again asking if she did receive your message, or even let her know how you feel about this. That you would like support. If you’re the only one co-operating in your friendship, you need to re-consider if this is a relationship worthy of keeping!
I am very sorry to hear about your Illness, but it is very re-assuring to hear that you are getting some form of help. I wish you a quick & full recovery and send you all of my love flower.
It is very important that you don’t confuse him wanting to ”hang out” because he wants to, or if he wants to ”hang out” because he is perhaps bored. You need to observe and judge his movement. If you think he genuinely wants to spend time with you, I suggest you hang out by doing something you both enjoy and do have in common. Spend more time learning from one another before considering maybe dating again :) If you feel otherwise, please be careful sweetheart, do not let anyone make a fool of you. Observe, observe, observe!
Try de-stressing your body, your mind. Free yourself of your bad thoughts. Take a hot bath, go underwater for a little while and count all of your blessings. I like to do that. It’s something I do when I am feeling blue like yourself. People go on living their lives each day and don’t realise how many people surround them that care and love for them with all their hearts.
I would be more than happy to try my hardest too :)
do you need any advice? I am here if you do